About 3:30 yesterday morning, I awoke from a dream and the dream had a message that lingered in my mind all day and into this day where I seem to have had some reasonable signs.
I hardly ever remember my dreams and blow them off if I do as some nonsense struggling to get out.
This particular message has clung like a cockle-burr though, and I have put much thought into it. The Message was that if I could put no faith in my Faith, it is very shallow indeed. If I can't or won't step out on Faith, I can be tying my own hands and hobbling my feet with disbelief. I cannot predict my future but people have given up more for their Faith and shown to have been right in doing so, than I ever have. If I hamper myself with stone hard negativity, who can I blame, Me or the Master of the Universe?
I try to be a practical person, I am not considered flighty or undependable, I am afraid that my desire to do something is so strong that it has begun to color my reason. So It has been thrown out to the Universe, and should be settled by this evening.