What I wish for most this year, is a deeper level of philosophy.
I feel my world-view needs to be bigger, more inclusive, more enlightened.
What I have believed and practice before has been very satisfactory, but I am hungry for broader understanding of life.
I personally have never been a 'group' person.
I have not trusted the collective much in my past, nor was I readily accepted amounst 'groups.'
I tended mostly to go my own way.
Yet last year a deep commitment arose in my soul that I needed to reconcile myself to a commitment with having a deep involvement with others, especially through meaningful contributions to human welfare.
And Blogoshpere played a huge role in this need, helping me to crystallize my own thoughts and personality.
And I felt, sincerely, for the first time, truly a part of a group. And it was quite healing for me personally.
2010 is opening as an inspirational and exciting time.
My mind and spirit are opening to greater heights to explore.
And I am having to manage a lot of intense restlessness as I feel all the unlived potential within me and before me.
And it seems this is a considerable time for opportunity in many areas. I hope to make lots of new contacts that will open up my thinking and bring more inspiration into my life.
For these changes, I have had to let go of a few long-cherished convictions and ideas, and some people. And with that there is pain. Yet I have felt on a deeper level I was not being entirely loyal to myself for a very long time.
I am suspecting maybe been too identified with old structures and I am re-thinking the ways in which I've done things.
A lot of radical change in direction of career!
And I am entirely ready for a new chapter of my life!