What I wish for most this year, is a deeper level of philosophy.
I feel my world-view needs to be bigger, more inclusive, more enlightened.
What I have believed and practice before has been very satisfactory, but I am hungry for broader understanding of life.
I personally have never been a 'group' person.
I have not trusted the collective much in my past, nor was I readily accepted amounst 'groups.'
I tended mostly to go my own way.
Yet last year a deep commitment arose in my soul that I needed to reconcile myself to a commitment with having a deep involvement with others, especially through meaningful contributions to human welfare.
And Blogoshpere played a huge role in this need, helping me to crystallize my own thoughts and personality.
And I felt, sincerely, for the first time, truly a part of a group. And it was quite healing for me personally.
2010 is opening as an inspirational and exciting time.
My mind and spirit are opening to greater heights to explore.
And I am having to manage a lot of intense restlessness as I feel all the unlived potential within me and before me.
And it seems this is a considerable time for opportunity in many areas. I hope to make lots of new contacts that will open up my thinking and bring more inspiration into my life.
For these changes, I have had to let go of a few long-cherished convictions and ideas, and some people. And with that there is pain. Yet I have felt on a deeper level I was not being entirely loyal to myself for a very long time.
I am suspecting maybe been too identified with old structures and I am re-thinking the ways in which I've done things.
A lot of radical change in direction of career!
And I am entirely ready for a new chapter of my life!
You are what you think.
If we are what we eat, as the old saying goes,
we may also be what we think. Or how we think, as well as how much we think.
Toledo, John Ahmer
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